Right As Rain

Mar. 27, 2012 at 11:11pm with 2 notes

All I Truly Desire In My Life:

To obtain my dream bed: wrought iron or wood four poster with vine/branch accents. And it’s gotta be sturdy…you know, for all the kink. This along with a ridiculously comfortable mattress, of course.
To have my own personal library and a comfty chair in which to curl up.
Two cats to cuddle with me while reading on the previously mentioned chair. They can include any of the following duos: all black tabby, orange tabby, Scottish Fold, Egyptian Mau, or Savannah.
At least one dog: Golden Retriever/Golden mix of some kind.
Access to good tea and good wine.
To live close to a body of water… I grew up in Florida, surrounded by lakes and only an hour away from the ocean. I’m possibly moving to Michigan, right next to Lake St. Clair. I have to be near water. It’s a deal-breaker for long-term living situations.

This list is open-ended.

Nov. 2, 2011 at 9:59am with 2 notes

personal anxiety life

Rationalizing with my internal anxiety just makes me more irrationally anxious. Go figure.

Oct. 23, 2011 at 2:35pm with 4 notes

life personal

So apparently,

I have hands down THE BEST dreams when I’m really fucking hungover.

I’m still trying to decide if the exchange is worth it to ever get that shitfaced again.

I need to write that shit down and write a book or something. It was that good.

Oct. 17, 2011 at 11:08pm with 3 notes

I wonder if you've told her that we fucked around while you were 'technically' with her.Even though I didn't know you were with her at the time.More lies upon lies I suppose.Eh you learned from the best.life personal ex da dun done

Remember that one time…

When my (now) ex left me for the home-wrecking harlot that had been trying to come between us for the last year?

Yeah, so much for that, right? I mean, it’s only 4 years of my life down the drain. Nbd. It’ll just serve as a lesson not to trust anyone in a long-distance relationship. How was I supposed to know you’d be so desperate as to find whatever garbage was lying around as soon as I went off to uni, even though we’d been together for 3 years at that point? Serves me right for letting my guard down. I should’ve known that you’d turn to whatever pathetic excuse for a human being that was throwing themselves at you as soon as I left.

All those stories that you told, all the lies that spewed from your lips, all the excuses time and time again:

That’s fine though. When you’re left unsatisfied by her boring, pushover, submissive nature and her lack of drive to do anything other than fap to shitty anime for the rest of her life, I’ll be here saying ‘I told you so’.

You won’t be happy. You won’t be satisfied, neither in your life together nor in your bedroom. You’ll miss me, in more ways than one. But you’ve changed and frankly, I really dislike the person you’ve become. You’re not the person I once was happy to be with and you’re definitely not the person I fell for so long ago. You’re arrogant to the point of obnoxious, you’re manipulative and conniving for all the wrong reasons, you’re a liar and a cheater and I simply don’t appreciate who you are anymore.

Meanwhile, I’m about to graduate, get a job, move out of this dead-end state and do something with my life. I’ll get over you. I’m already starting to. It’s not hard when I think of all the fuckery you’ve put me through over the last 4 years. I’m done. Da-dun-done. And I’m not looking back. I hope you enjoyed it while it lasted because you’ll be lucky if you ever get to see me again.