February 2011
59 posts
With loud music and louder talking.
-_-
January 2011
55 posts
If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy, I could have won.
But I gave you all.
Close my eyes for a while and force from the world a patient smile.
But I gave you all.
And you rip it from my hands then swear it’s all gone.
And you rip out all I have just to say that you’ve won.
Well, now you’ve won.
But I gave you all.
I Gave You All - Mumford & Sons
There’s far too much to do and not enough time to do it in.
I’ll take good company any day.
Fuck classes.
Fuck homework.
Fuck being responsible.
In the Arms of the Angel - Sarah McLauchlan
This was the first song I heard on the radio while driving to the hospital after finding out that my mom had passed, 10 years ago today.
Oh, the irony.
“Spend all your time waiting for that second chance, for a break that will make it okay. There’s always some reason to feel not good enough, and it’s hard at the end of the day. I need some distraction, oh a beautiful release. Memories seep from my veins. Let me be empty, oh and weightless and maybe I’ll find some peace tonight in the arms of the angel, I’ll fly away from here. From this dark, cold hotel room and the endlessness that you feel. You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie. You’re in the arms of the angel, may you find some comfort here.”